This past weekend, I have come to realize how much I have changed within the past year. Actually, I probably haven’t changed that much, but I noticed how awkward I am whenever I talk to people in Greek life. Nothing against them at all because I love spending time with them, but whenever I talk to someone, I feel like I always gear the conversation towards school, and that’s pretty damn boring (sorry if I have bored you with my boring life haha). To me, most of them talk most about getting fucked up or when they did get fucked up or how they are going to get fucked up, and I just can’t relate, especially now since I have practically stopped drinking. My focus is pretty much strictly on school and my career, and I guess not a lot of them are there yet. I’m not saying anything bad about them at all or criticizing any of them, but I guess what I’m just trying to say is that I’m damn awkward because all I have to say to anyone now is how Amarillo has been and how school has been. 

I hope I’m just being paranoid.