Talk about your extended family. Why do you think they are the way they are?
My extended family as in my cousins and such? Well almost all of them are in Taiwan and some of them are in NJ. They are the way they are because they want to be like that. I don’t know. This is a dumb question.
I really miss Austin. A lot. I miss seeing everyone there. I miss the city. I miss the school. I miss everything. I promised myself and everyone that I would go back to Austin on my birthday weekend as a little gift to myself for getting into pharmacy school, but that can’t happen because I have 2 tests that following week. So, I made plans on going down the weekend before for Labor Day weekend, which is better because I get to spend an extra day with everyone.
Well, with my luck, I get Friday labs from 2-3:40. Fuck my fucking life. Plus, the professor is strict with her absence policy so even after emailing her, there’s no way I can switch labs. The people I was originally going to ride with was planning on leaving right after classes end at around 12:30. It’ll be extremely rude of me to have them wait for my ass to finish at 3:40. It wouldn’t matter so much if it was like from Dallas to Austin, but the drive is fucking 9 hours away.
I’m not going to lie, not a lot of things anymore. The one thing I’m jealous about with certain people is their passion for anything: a hobby, their career, etc. Everything that I used to be interested in just sort of faded as time progressed. However, if there’s one thing that I guess I could be the most passionate about, it’s anything involving the arts. That’s really broad, you might say. It’s true though. I love drawing and painting. Modern art is my favorite. I love music. I’m trying to explore different genres, like country since I’m basically in the country. I love dancing. I’ve done the basics of Chinese folk dance, Bollyhood, jazz, ballet, hiphop, and now two-stepping. I just love anything related to the arts because it’s so easy to not only express yourself but reveal your true passion. You can definitely tell a difference between someone who does what they do for just fame and someone who does what they because they genuinely love it.
When you are stressed, what can you use as an outlet? Why do you think it helps you?
I use about anything and everything as an outlet. If there’s a TV on, I will watch whatever’s on, most likely Food Network. If I have a computer, Tumblr, online shopping, Youtube, SC2. If I’m at home, I’ll clean my room. If I’m near food, I will eat whatever’s there. If I am in a closed room with no distractions, I will pick my split ends.
It helps because it gets my mind off of school. Duh. In pharmacy school, though, there is no time for time wasters. I really really need to stop procrastinating so much. I’m so fucked for my biochemistry test this Friday.
On the bright (or to me, darker) side, going to Lubbock this weekend to see dead bodies. Can I just faint now?