apologize even when I know I really have nothing to apologize for, but I start feeling bad because I don’t want anyone mad at me. Even though, I know I didn’t do anything wrong, but I’ll apologize for it anyways because I value my friendships more than my pride.
Honestly, I don’t regret anything I’ve done. I’ve made my mistakes in the past, but they have all made me who I am today. I say I’m pretty good at the “think before you act” thing, so I don’t usually make a lot of bad decisions, but I guess to really really really think about it…
Gone down the pharmacy track because I would’ve done business probably. Amazing program at UT, not as difficult as natural science majors, not a lot of school, and pretty stress-free. Also, classes you take actually apply to life unlike most classes I have taken.
Being such a shitty girlfriend to him. It was ultimately because of me that I lost a really really good guy.
Gained freshman 15 within a week of TAMS. Seriously, I became such a pig there. I will never be the same again. :(
Underestimated the education at UT. Grades were not easily given out like they were at TAMS.
Applied to A&M and Tech. Why apply when I don’t even want to go there? I think things will be okay in the end though.
Given up piano and violin and music and anything of the arts altogether.
My computer has been broken for a couple of months now. Something inside my computer was broken/loose, so my computer would not charge when it’s plugged in unless the plug is in a very specific position. Therefore, once it’s charging, I’m not gonna move it cause then it’s gonna take another 10 minutes to figure out that right position again. I’m out of warranty so repairing it or renewing my warranty would cost over $100. Not worth it.
Sooooo I finally got around to attempting to fix it today. There are so many different parts, and I lost a bunch of screws. I had my brother solder some wires together, but aside from that, I disassembled and assembled my laptop all by myself! It took a good 3 or 4 hours, but the good thing is that my computer is fixed and I no longer need to buy a new one! :D
I hate hate hate tomatoes with a passion, but I love ketchup and any sort of tomato sauce.
I can roll my tongue into a three-leaf clover.
I am probably the messiest girl that ever existed.
My finger/toenails always have to be painted.
I love driving alone, especially at night. If only gas wasn’t so expensive.
I have an underbite. It’s pretty minor compared to most severe cases, but I hate it. Smiling and talking make me really self-conscious.
I can’t eat spicy food at all. Not even a little bit spicy. I’m trying to train myself slowly. I am a fail Asian.
I am very loud unintentionally. I think it’s because I have really bad ears so I have to speak loud enough to hear myself, so if you’re wondering why I’m screaming in public, that’s why, and hence, my nickname, Supersonic.
I’ve been wanting a huge Pochacco ever since I was a little kid, and after seeing it actually exists, I’ve been wanting one even more.
Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
This is for a really random group of people.
I feel helpless around you because I’m watching you go downhill so fast and you don’t even realize it. I know I should say something, but at the same time, I don’t want it to seem like I’m your mother or in control of your life. Plus, I know you won’t take anything I say into consideration, so it’s like, what’s the point? All I know is that you have fucked up so incredibly much and you don’t even think about the consequences or how it affects other people. You’re becoming more and more of a hypocrite. I really hope you realize it before things start building up and get drastically worse in the future.
I wanna say that out of all my closest friends, I am the most comfortable around you. Somehow, since the beginning, we just clicked, and literally every moment with you is a lot of fun. We never run out of things to talk about, and there’s always something to do with you. You are a very judgmental person sometimes, and even though I hate it, I also really appreciate your honesty towards people, especially me. You never hesitate to tell me when I’m doing something wrong. You’re like my moral conscience!
Pretty much extremely similar to number 2. I mean, why else would you be the first person on my list to contact to study with haha. We seriously never stop talking. And laughing. But that’s just you actually. Together, we’re such a loud, annoying pair of friends, but that’s why I love you! Looking back, it’s amazing how close we got so quickly. I love how the timeline of our lives are so similar. Long term boyfriend, single life, flings, ALL at pretty much the same time. But now that you’re with someone else, it means that my time is supposed to come…soon. It has to! I love our depressing break up talks and how we just sit there for hours talking about our break ups that happened so long ago lol. I also loved how completely opposite our schedules were last semester. I mean seriously, how is it possible that our classes were 100% opposite of each other? Also, if you weren’t you, I would totally call you a slut from all the things you did this past year, but because you’re you, I don’t judge what you do at all haha.
I’m sorry we don’t talk as much as we used to. It’s completely my fault. Don’t ever think I have forgotten about you because I haven’t. I haven’t been treating you like a best friend should, and I’m sorry. Hopefully I’ll see you later this week and we’ll reunite like good times. I know I have never showed you how much I appreciated you being there all those times in the past, but that’s why you’re one of my best friends and you always will be.
Seeing our relationship has made me realize what a shitty sister I am to my little sister. Not saying anything bad about you at all, but it just makes me sad that we don’t click so easily, and it’s the same with my sister. I wish we were closer because I think you’re really nice and sweet on the inside. It’s just hard to knock down those walls…or my walls.
I don’t know why are you the way you are now. You weren’t like this when we were close, and now that we’re not, you’re a completely changed person. You got a lot more immature. Otherwise, I probably would’ve made an effort to talk to you by now.
You’re a manwhore and now you’re with one of the biggest sluts ever. You two are perfect for each other. Fuck both of you. PS, don’t be surprised if she has already cheated on you multiple times. Yeah, that’s exactly how she rolls.
You are seriously the most two-faced person ever. I don’t know what the heck you want with me, but please stop flip flopping and make up your damn mind. When we see each other, you act as if I’m still your best friend, but if I am, then why out of all the times you visited Austin have you not made a SINGLE effort to see me? Then you have the nerve to pretend you miss me? Fuck that shit.
I don’t know you…at all, but there’s a reason why you didn’t get into UT pharm school. Your ego is so big and so full of bullshit. You’re not that cool and you’re not as awesome as you think you are. Not everything that comes out of your mouth has to be about how much you partied last night, you know. Also, your face looks like it’s been dipped into a hot fryer. And all your “muscles”…yeah, you look fat.
I have zero idea why I like you. Zero. You’re actually a huge pussy and a big asshole, but somehow, I just know there’s something more under all of that. All I know is that whenever you talk to me, I get butterflies in my tummy, and whenever I see you, it’s extremely hard to look you in the eyes.