September 2010
I'm really scared.
No, scratch really. Extremely. Out of boredom (or more like out of not wanting to study), I started looking at what I need to get into the different pharmacy schools, and I have never felt more fucked in my life than now. I only looked at one school, and I’m already about to burst into tears. I can just see my dream slipping out of my hands to where I’m thinking, “why even...
August 2010
Currently craving
Sweets. Any kind. Ice cream. Cake. Cheesecake.
I. Need. Sweets.
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I Don't Drink: Post #2
Drinking has always been a big deal for me, and it still is. Being in one of the top party schools in the nation, it’s incredibly difficult to refuse a cup of alcoholic punch or a shot to take with friends. I am happy to say that I remained above the influence and survived an entire school year without one single sip of alcohol. Everyone else I know or have met has stated the same refusal to...
Day 15: The Person I Miss The Most
Dear the person I miss the most,
You’re gone. You’ve been long gone. Slowly, everyone is starting to realize it more and more. Unfortunately, I was the first. I wish you were still here because you were the only genuine person I knew, the only genuine person I would know if you were still around. I miss you a lot, but it’ll be almost impossible for you to come back and replace...
Austin
Though one of the greatest cities to be in, with too many people everywhere, and this being my second year here,
I’m really lonely here.
I failed.
No doubt about it. I don’t know how I did either. I studied a lot and I felt really prepared. Time got the best of me twice, and a lot of questions, I’ve never seen in any of the practice books I used.
All I’m hoping for is that somehow, just somehow, through all the frantic bubbling after time was up and the 3-4 questions I skipped in one section, that my studying paid off...
Hello Austin!
And hello Perry Castaneda Library! How I have missed you.
Day 14: Someone I've Drifted Away From
Which is like everyone, sadly. So…
Dear people I’ve drifted away from,
I’m sorry I’m the worst at keeping in touch. I used to think I was a pretty social person, but recently, I realized that I’m just absolutely terrible at keeping up conversations. Awkward silences will always be evident, and I will most likely be staring somewhere else other than your face. I...
I sold my first thing on Craigslist successfully.
3 used, shitty cheap dresses for $25. I think she paid more for them than how much I paid when they were new. Oh well, lucky me.
Double Attack
Packing up some shoes from the shoe rack and out of no where, a gecko AND a spider came crawling out of no where. I woke my mother up from screaming and she was not happy. Worst part of it is no one did anything about it; the gecko and the spider are still happily cruising around my house.
Some idiot decided to buy the PCAT book I was...
so now, I have to go to the Barnes and Noble on the other side of town.
Day 13: Someone I Wish Could Forgive Me
Dear someone I wish could forgive me,
I wish you can forgive my immaturity. I should’ve known better than to act the way I did. I lost something very special because of my mistake. Now, all I want more than anything is just to talk to you. Nothing serious, just a light conversation. I want to know what you’ve been up to and I want you to know how I’ve been wasting my life away...
Procrastination Fail: Twice in Two Days
1) I’m registered for a UTeach class this coming semester. We have to submit our schedules so that they can figure a time for us to teach. They sent the email out 2-3 weeks ago, and of course, I put it off to the point where I just forgot. I randomly remembered yesterday and and checked the due date. Monday, 8/9 at 5pm. It was Tuesday, 8/10 at 5pm when I realized. FML. I hope they...
Only the Most Delicious Cheeses To Exist →
Attempting to sell clothes on Craigslist
I posted 6 ads last night and woke up this morning to see 3 emails already. I’m super excited! I tried last summer and that failed majorly. Hopefully they actually want my stuff and are willing to buy. Fingers crossed!
Lack of Discipline
Summer is coming to an end. Quick. Because of that, everyone’s rushing to do last minute hangouts before we bid farewell to each other one last time until we see each other again after months or even a year.
At the same time, my PCAT is the 21st, basically in 10 days. This test basically determines my future. Plus, it was $150 and I don’t just have that kind of money laying around. I...
Thank you, Lenovo
for having awesome customer service and fixing my laptop.
:)
On A Happier Note
I started a notepad to record “things that make me happy”. If something that I didn’t know previously made me happy, I would jot it down. Call it stupid or silly, but it’ll be nice to look back at the things I wrote and see how many things can bring out such a genuine emotion.
So far, I have pretty generic stuff like “free samples” and “meeting new...
Day 12: Someone I Hate The Most/Caused Me A Lot Of...
Wow, talk about extreme. I’m going to sound like a total bitch after this letter.
Dear someone I hate the most,
I can’t believe I tolerated you for that long, as mean as that sounds. You were a really good friend to me since we first started talking in 8th grade. I liked you at first, until I slowly starting seeing how immature, disrespectful, and rude you were. Also, you’re...
Day 11: A Deceased Person I Wish I Could Talk To
Dear Dad,
Well, the last time you saw me, I just four years old. I look like a completely different girl now. I actually look a lot like you. I have your eyes and supposedly your brains. I wish you passed down your body too because mom’s side of the family is all fat. Just kidding. Not really. Even though I was too young to get to know you, by flipping through photo albums, I could tell you...
Today, there was an old man in front of me.
He was just buying some coffee at Starbucks. He saw that there were some samples and asked if he could get one. Then, he asked if he could get another one for his wife.
I couldn’t help but smile.
New ringtones make me happy.
Is that weird of me?
Day 10: Someone I Don't Talk To As Much As I'd...
Dear someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like to,
This is directed towards two people since you guys are pretty much the same. I miss you two like crazy. I haven’t talked to one of you in like a year and I haven’t talked to the other one in like half a year. I hate that you two live so far away from me. I know that I should’ve kept in contact with you two more...
Day 9: Someone I Wish I Could Meet
SO MANY TO CHOOSE FROM.
Dear Michael Cera,
No one seems to like you except me. I love your awkwardness in movies. It’s adorable as heck. I think you’re hilarious too, even if you’re not trying to be. I’m a big fan of yours! Come meet me so we can be all awkward and cute together.
Sincerely, Alice
