August 2010
July 2010
You give me butterflies
and you make me say stupid stuff around you.
No, not you, you asshole.
I hate you, weight loss.
TAMS gave me freshman 15 in an instant. It was like a week. Absolutely terrible. Even though I thought I gained more at UT, in November, I actually lost a little less than 10 pounds. I was ecstatic. Spring semester came, and once again, I thought I gained weight. I checked my weight during the beginning of summer and I lost a little less than 5 pounds. I was more than ecstatic.
Slowly, I’m...
Day 8: My Favorite Internet Friend
Dear favorite internet friend,
I’m really glad I met you. Well, I never really met you before. We met on a game, as lame and gay as it sounds. For some reason, there’s something about not ever seeing you that makes me love talking to you. I can be myself and say whatever I want to say and know that you won’t judge me the same way that other people do. I’m glad (or I hope)...
Day 7: My Ex-Boyfriend
Wow, like I haven’t mentioned him before in my tumblr.
Dear ex-boyfriend,
There is so much I have to say to you. Actually, too much. I could say it all here, but the post would end up being way too long and I’m just too lazy to do it. I’ve been doing a lot better getting over you. Recently, I’ve just been pissed as hell at you. I still want my god damn cameras back, and...
Day 6: A Stranger
I’m really slow at doing these letters…
Dear stranger,
Physically, I am not at the top. I am short. My thighs will always touch each other. I have rolls of fat. I have nasty acne. Sometimes, I’m told I have an annoying voice. Whatever it is that you want to judge me on solely by the outside, don’t. I know you can’t help it, but I promise you that I’m a warm...
Hey, You. →
i miss talking to you. i miss telling you everything stupid about my day and my ridiculous observations about the world and having you tell me that i’m stupid and ridiculous. i miss the fact that i could tell you pretty much everything and that we knew what the other was thinking with one look. i…
Reposting because its as if you took the words right out of my mouth.
I'd like a BLT minus the T, please.
Michael: What are you going to get?
Charlyne: I think I'm gonna get the BLT minus the B plus a PC.
Michael: Plus a PC?
Charlyne: Pickles and cheese.
Michael: That's not a BLT.
Charlyne: It's a BLT minus the bacon plus pickles and cheese.
Michael: I think the whole fun out of ordering a BLT is saying 'I'll have a BLT' and the simplicity of it and they know what you want.
Charlyne: Well, mine's pretty simple. It just doesn't have the bacon. It has cheese and pickles.
- "Paper Heart" ft. Charlyne Yi and Michael Cera
Day 5: My Dreams
Dear dreams,
Thanks for always giving me something to think about when I wake up, except the moment I fall back asleep, I forget you again. I never seem to remember you much, which is sad because I want to remember you. I hate it when you make my imaginations come to life because then, they seem realistic, and waking up and realizing it was all just in my head makes me sad. I don’t know...
Day 4: My Sibling
Dear sibling,
I’m writing to you particularly because you wrote about me. Thanks for being such an awesome brother. You’re always willing to help others, especially me, like tonight on my government homework, but sometimes, you really have too kind of a heart. You need to learn to man up and stand up for yourself. People see that you’re vulnerable and will take advantage of...
Day 3: My Parents
Dear parentals,
UNLIKE KEVIN’S POST, I will write about how much I really appreciate you two. Honestly, after seeing my friends’ experiences with their parents, I’m really thankful that I have you two as mine. You guys aren’t so restrictive like other Asian parents but you guys don’t give us complete freedom like white parents do. I love the fact that you guys are in...
Broken Laptop
Except I swear that I didn’t break it, or if I did, not knowingly.
My laptop has trouble charging. I can’t tell if it’s the actual AC adapter that’s messed up (I don’t think it is) or the power jack on my laptop that’s messed up (I think it’s that). When I plug in the AC adapter, it’s very loose in the jack and therefore only charges at certain...
Day 2: My Crush
Pretty obvious, buttttt…
Dear crush,
I don’t like you being my crush. At all. It’s absolutely completely dumb of me. But, you are my crush, and you know you are too. You’re probably going to be in a lot of these dumb letters, so I’m not going to say much here except that I need a new crush, which is why I can’t wait til the school year starts. In the past, I...
Day 1: My Best Friend
(oh, which one to write to…)
Dear best friend,
I hate that you live so far away from me and also how you go to school so far away. I see you like twice a year, but every time we reconnect, I feel as if we never left each other. Best friends come and go all the time, but I feel like with you, that’s not going to happen. You have taught me so much during our times together that you...
30 Day Letter Challenge
I’m giving in finally.
Also, I realized I never finished my 30 day song challenge. Still have to do day 30. Whoops.
WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet...
1 tag
I need a music buddy.
I feel like being in Austin most of the year, I should experience the musical aspect of the city and go to a bunch of concerts, whether I love them or just like them after hearing them once. I feel like not a lot of my friends have a big interest in music and if they do, their musical horizons are limited to a certain genre (like Kiss FM and pop music and such, not that I have anything against...
I really wish I was at camp right now.
The past 4 summers, I attended this camp called CYC (Chinese Youth Camp). When I became old enough to be a counselor/assistant counselor, I spent my summers preparing for this one week. The bonds I created with these people are unbreakable. CYC family is forever.
I didn’t go this summer because none of my friends were going back, plus my mom said it was too much money. I was supposed to be...
I got in my first accident today.
Nothing major. I was backing out of my parking spot and all the sudden, BAAM. I honestly don’t think it was 100% my fault because she should’ve been looking too. Our bumpers are just sort of messed up, but other than that, everything’s okay.
I’m glad my little brother was there with me to calm me down. I’m glad my dad came to help me out. I just hate it when my older...
1 Minute Before the Deadline
Biggest rush I’ve had in so long. Friday was the last day for normal registration for the PCAT. Well, too bad I remembered about it at like 11:45 PM. The entire time was just “fuck fuck fuck”. First, I forgot my username, so I had to search for that. Then, Google Chrome was not working, so I had to load up Internet Explorer, but then that wasn’t working either, so I had to...
THERE IS A MUTHAFCKIN MOUSE IN OUR HOUSE.
And I sorta want to keep it as a pet. HAH just kidding…not really.
He's Everywhere in my Room
In places that I forgotten too. Pictures on the wall, pictures sitting everywhere, gifts he gave me, gifts I was supposed to give him, little memories of us, clothes that he gave me, etcetc. Also, the memory boxes sitting in my closet filled with 3.5 years of memories.
I need to get rid of them, but I can’t tell whether I’m just lazy or I’m just not ready to let go.
A Kind Touch
My friend, who I haven’t talked to in like a year, talked to me today and asked about me and him. We’re not very close friends or anything, but he talked to me about some of his personal problems last year. I told him that we weren’t together anymore, and he obviously wanted to hear more. So, I told him most everything, which I usually don’t when most people ask since...
INTERVIEW #2
Tomorrow at Bakers. Group interview. I’m scared and I probably won’t get the job anyways.
They called me up and told me they wanted to interview me. But then,
Lady: Can I ask you about your availability?
Me: I’m free any time!
Lady: Do you have to go back to school at any point?
Me: I have to go back at the end of August.
Lady: Oh…what school do you go to?
Me: UT...
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