March 2010
My 365 project so far.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/9220672@N06/
Will be up to date sometime in the future.
I hate being the third wheel.
Who doesn’t?
It’s not the fact that it’s awkward for me. Usually it’s not…unless you guys are all over each other.
It’s the fact that it reminds me what could’ve been. It leaves me heartbroken every time.
Worst part is, I have to go through this e v e r y f u c k i n g d a y.
This "best friend" thing
I don’t know how long I can keep it up.
I didn’t do this because you wanted it; I did it because I wanted it.
Honestly though, what’s a best friend if it’s only one sided? I’m always there for you, but you never are. I’m tired of trying to show you I care. What’s the point? I just end up being disappointed in the end.
What the fuck happened to us?
What...
My lab partner saw a picture of him and me on my phone. I don’t know why I haven’t gotten rid of it yet. She asked me if he was my boyfriend. I froze. I said yes. She asked me long how I’ve been with him. I froze again. I said three years. She was surprised and happy for me.
I wish I was happy for me too.
101 Small Pleasures You Can Enjoy Every Day
(according to the wonderful Yahoo features)
http://shine.yahoo.com/event/makeover/101-small-pleasures-you-can-enjoy-every-day-1125425/
(with my favorite ones bolded)
coloring (yes, grown-ups can do it, too)
crisp cotton sheets
soft skin
old family recipes
the first daffodils of spring
sleeping in
an exercise endorphin high
window boxes
a perfect cup of coffee
a genuine compliment...
I don't blame my disappointments on you.
I blame myself for expecting too much.
I gave him his birthday present
and I know after this, we’re not going to talk anymore. No more incentives for him to come see me anymore.
I wish love wasn’t so painful.
Biopsy
Still bleeding and painful. This is my fourth bandaid within 14 hours.
Take this as a lesson to take care of your body. What I went through today might not have been that bad, but it could only get worse from here (if my results turn out badly). I’m 18 years old, too young to be having such a procedure done.
Respect your body! It’s stuck with you until the end.
Actual Recollections
I don’t know what is it, but since I’ve been home for spring break, I’ve been uncovering more and more of my past, through journals, papers, old word documents…
I found a journal that I kept back in late middle school/early high school. I honestly don’t even remember keeping such a thing.
I wrote. It was something I loved doing because sometimes, talking it out just...
© Alice Lee
Working on a mashup of (what I think to be the weirdest combination) John Legend’s “PDA (We Just Don’t Care)”, Carpenter’s “Close To You”, Elton John’s “Tiny Dancer”, and Feist’s “1234”. I don’t know if it’s going to work out, but hopefully it will. It’s weird getting back into piano...
Love
I don’t need those things I don’t need no ring I don’t need anything But you with me ‘Cause in your company I feel happy, oh so happy, and complete.
Once upon a time...
I decided to get a tumblr.
Here we go…
