I unblocked him on Facebook for no reason at all, and looking at his pictures makes me feel…weird. Like “I can’t believe I dated this guy for three and a half years”. I haven’t seen or talked to him in so long, I forgot what he was like, how he was, what he looked like. He’s like a stranger now. All I have left of him are just memories lost away in my mind, memories that I still think about every single day.
It’ll be extremely weird if I see him on Halloween. I haven’t decided if I should talk to him or run away if I bump into him.
I have no idea what classes to take. At all. The only class I think I know I’m taking is microbiology, and that’s because I did so fucking badly in the class that my advisor told me I should take it again.
Why couldn’t I just work harder last year?
The fact that I don’t know what I’m taking next semester scares me. What do I want to do with my life? Am I going to get into pharmacy school? Is possibly majoring in actuarial science a good idea? Does thinking of an alternative mean that I’m not that into my first choice? When am I going to meet a pharmacist? What happened to volunteering? Why am I so screwed?
I got to go to a Q&A with N*E*R*D. Luckily I decided to go because we all got free signed posters. I also got to shake hands with him. Pharrell! <3
Then, today, I was walking with my friend to Starbucks, and all the sudden, my friend’s like “dude, that’s Kev Jumba”, so I turn around and guess who’s a foot away from us? Kev freaking Jumba. I wanted to scream my head off and get a picture with him, but my friend was a wimp and we walked away extremely sad.
Ra Ra Riot’s and Los Campesinos!’s newest albums are so incredibly amazing. I don’t know why I didn’t download them earlier. I have a million more new albums to listen to, too. I hope I end up going to their concerts, but that’s if I can find someone to go with me.
Emo note of the day: He would’ve gone with me to the concerts. :(